January, 2009
The One Who Knew Too Little
Thine eyes can comprehend only too little,
For thy heart is spewing, but venom from thy own doing
Sink thy rotten pearls into an empty shroud,
And taste bitter fantasies of thy latent,
latent,
yet promisingly potent idolatry
The incestuous breeding of it has encroached itself upon thy beauty,
And thy justice,
And thy asserted womanhood
Dangling thy Words over the gnashing perils of thy unsettled,
paternally soured soul
Tis the day to terse my lips and blow the billowing smoke aside
And to summon the beauty that aches and bursts
In
And
Out
And to summon the beauty that has implored to grow,
Till the horizon is no more
Mine eyes have utterly felt this laborious birth
Together he and I will tend to glory that knows not of
shambled skeletons or decayed daggers,
But knows of love that endures through all things,
Though
Not without ripe hope or towers of strength
This glory promises he and I,
Salvation,
Salvation,
Salvation
Thy, thy, thy Egyptian entombment needs the Red Sea
And just as he and I have seen it parted,
He and I have walked through it,
And now he and I will watch it plummet down to those who seek
Nothing but odious deaths
The kind that not only stings, but rages against,
against,
against thine own face
Take thy cup and drink
Take thy bread and sink thy rotting pearls
Into the absurdly, strange life
That has beckoned thou (you) and I and he to sit and dine
January, 2009
Je ne sais quoi!
This phrase is my vice for
Weak tumblings
Je ne sais quoi,
Je ne sais quoi
Oo La La
How I love to
Collapse
Onto you
You kiss me like a
True
Betrayer, all tingling and nice
Following with
My
Incensed implosion
of contemptuous
Cries
Kiss me again
I say with thoughts
Of you
Je ne sais quoi…
I love you
Pardon,
I hate you
Pardon again, I am at a school of
Holding
Infamous tension
So,
I will learn from you?
Translation: there are no words, true true
Thus, I am
But
a Fool
(Wink)
December, 2008
Annunciation Part I
The white lily, the one from Da’ Vinci’s painting
is all I can smell right now and
You, the one who left your seed with me,
late last night in the scent of a storm
Here it is brewing, wrapped within my viscera
The immortal angel, the one from Da’ Vinci’s painting
is who I wished visited me this morning, but instead,
The plastic demigod was the one announcing my plight
And it was late last night in the scent of a storm
Here it is brewing, wrapped within my viscera
Here it is brewing, wrapped within my viscera
Here it is brewing, wrapped within my viscera
The cypress trees, the ones from Da’ Vinci’s painting
is where I long to be found under and near
the roots, the ones that could squeeze my belly tight
late last night in the scent of a storm
Here it is brewing, wrapped within my viscera
The warm meets cool and,
the loud march of dark clouds
pervade my sad womb where,
a lily grew and a lily was given where,
an angel was and an angel is far from here where,
the roots squeezed and the roots released
And here it is brewing, wrapped within my viscera
And here it is brewing, wrapped within my viscera
September 13th, 2008
Unfinished Poem
My love isn’t strong as death
Nor does the wealthy man leave being despised
My love wavers in the airless gray
And in the midnight waters it turns into a faceless name
My love isn’t fierce as the open grave
Nor do the despised venture to make this mistake
My love undulates to no rhythm, other than the erratic rhythms of fear
And as a betrayer it denies the world with that same faceless name,
and with those same empty tears
As a skeleton haunts the heartbeats
So does my love hunt the idyllic
Casting myself into the shadowy piles of lust
I picked the gas chamber of my choice,
invited touch, birth, and my tragic voice
To gather as we are reduced to lonely dust
And here we lay buried upon this God-forsaken earth
My love barely leaves my skinful lair
Nor does it burn with intoxicating aromas
My love begets all things old and serves the ebbing dramas
And I sink into an amnesic bygone,
when the wrath of God was colored in scarlet pawns
And now the repetition for recollection occurs,
My love enjoys enslavement, but can tremble for freedom
My love enjoys enslavement, but can tremble for freedom
My love enjoys enslavement, but can tremble for freedom
As a skeleton haunts the heartbeats
So does my love haunt the trees
Casting myself into the pits of hell
To only return, with life on my face,
air in my lungs, blood in my tears,
and sounds that belong
My love is swimming inside Love,
my love is grappling with Love,
my love is resting atop of Love,
my love is Love